The last two months have been a roller-coaster ride: one second we're very happy, the next moment was the exact opposite.
Maybe it was a dash of reminder that we need to prepare more, psychologically and financially. Maybe it was a way of saying that we cannot rush everything.
Maybe we are being told to wait for the right time, for the right moment.
And when we are really ready, thru His time, on His will, He will finally give us what we thought we already have.
My wife had a miscarriage a week before my birthday, but she's doing fine, we're doing fine.
We're doing okay now, and we just thought of that chapter in our married life as "pang-balanse ng buhay." And the little angel we didn't get to see is up there with my father.